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06 [15 Jan 2007|10:56pm]
Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever

Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, every time
I want to spend the whole night in your eyes

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you
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safety 1st 05 to 06 [31 Dec 2006|04:56pm]
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Christmas Eve/ Day 2005 [25 Dec 2006|01:01am]
I love Christmas Eve and i love my boyfriend
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december 16, 05 [16 Jan 2006|05:47pm]
"We'll be miles apart
i'll keep you deep inside
you're always in my heart
A new life to start
I may be leaving but
you're always in my heart"

*&!! Winter Break
&&!! He got stationed in Florida!!!
&!*! Christian is FINALLY coming home for the holidays
**&& going iceskating tonight with the coolest kids ever
!!!! Holidays with himmmmmmmmm
**&! AWESOME =]

I have such a happy tingly feeling inside me!!*&&*$!
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December 6th, 2005 [06 Jan 2006|11:16am]
5 months

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November 6th, 2005 [06 Jan 2006|12:28am]
4 Months Today!

:]:]I am soo in love with my soldier ♥
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i forgot i had an LJ [29 Dec 2005|02:05pm]
My eyes are stinging right now
i've been crying all morning.
I've been yelling at my cell, "RING. PLEASE RING!"
i miss my boyfriend so so much.
Hes still in bootcamp in Texas...
He calls me when hes allowed which is usually once a week :/
he called Tuesday this week but my phone was off due to stupid Wilma
he left a message sayin he'd be allowed to call me this weekend.
I'm waiting. i miss him so much
I got two letters from him already this week too.
November 11th, i'll be in Texas at his graduation
I never saw myself going across states for a boyfriend...
this young at least.
but i love him so much
and it means the world to him if i could be there.
so soon i'll see him.
then he comes home thanksgiving!
but im still crying now because i dont like waiting.
he'll call me right away when hes allowed
but im impatient!!!
why me. why us.
please please call soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!
err lol. i hate it!
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got 2 fone calls from him yesterday :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) [10 Dec 2005|11:07am]
I love him.
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[07 Dec 2005|12:14pm]
yesterday was
me and Christians 3 months.

i've got something good this time :)
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[02 Dec 2005|02:12pm]
my boyfriend went to the airforce tuesday and i miss him
and i dont think its fair and i love him and miss him so much
and cant wait till he comes home Thanksgiving with me
and I cant wait till i get a letter from him and a phone call
I wish they were aloud to call cuz they are not. grrrrr.
I miss the crap out of my Prince Charming
but i'm okay now
sometimes i'm not, sometimes i am, right now i am.
i hang out with his friends still
who are my close friends now too.
I love them. they make me sooooooooo happy.
and bring a level or normality back to everything since he's left.
everyone else that has someone to love, is with them everyday
but not us.
but it's okay. we'll be fine. duh, everyone knows that!
work today, works become blahhhhhhhhhhh now (for the most part)
i cant wait till thanksgiving.
I really hope everyones okay. I wouldnt know but i hope ya'll are.
leave me comments.
Who uses LJ nemore???
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[14 Nov 2005|09:24pm]
[ mood | loved ]


he knocks me off my feet.

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[12 Nov 2005|09:12pm]
Its already Tuesday tomorrow and
thats sooo good cuz I want it to be Friday,
but the days are going by way too fast.
I've been marking down to the 27th everyday on my calender
and dkfjdkfji just wish SO much
somehow, i dont know how, but somehow
he didnt have to leave.
I don't want him to go.
I want him to be here with me when I need him
or when I want to see him.
Or when i miss him (which is always)
i do not want him to leave.
I'm scared.
I want a guarantee that he will come back to me.
I want to stop stressing about it everyday :-/
I love him so much.
I just want to be with him forever.
I hate getting those bad headaches when i try to hold it all in
or getting that ball in my throat when somethings wrong.
dkjgjkfg its not fair.
I want it to be me and him
and nothing to change
thats all I want
and all I need.
I'm gonna miss him so much. It'll kill me.
I got to spend the whole weekend with him.
I never have more fun than when he's next to me.
We saw the exsorcism of emily rose and played hide n go seek in the dark house
but we mostly stayed at his house.
I didnt care what we did, as long as I was with him :)
I had sooo much fun. so so so much.
I always do.
The best times ever.
I'll never forget them..
sjd anyways i just finished homework and i'm waiting for Laguna at 10
Tonights where Jason cheats on Alex with Jess.
What a mess. (I love it!!lol)
Its addicting.


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a three for one deal [28 Oct 2005|04:11pm]

its sunday.
im too bored.
work was canceled due to no electricity,
poor poor icecream :/
I want it to be Friday.
Or Saturday.
i spent both with Christian again.
and i had so much fun.
I'm so happy with him.
I really really am.
But i'm so sad right now.
So sad knowing I can't see him until Friday.
so so so freaking sad.
I hate it.
I miss him so much...
anyways :-/, pictures:


bestfriends,mylove,&hurricaneCollapse )

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[21 Oct 2005|02:34am]
Just got back from Marks house and another full weekend spent with Christian :o)
That makes me sooooo happy!! lol
Hung out with Teddy, Markypooh, and asshole all weekend too!
I love those boys to no extent :D
Jenna's for real mad happy right now!!!! =D
Christian has GoldeeLocks (my favorite stuffed animal) for the week.
lol he gonna sleep with it :) :)
Oh n i'm wearing his shorts right now because lucky me got water spilled all over her pants
which made them yucky and see through.
Tonight my curfew was extended to two oclock because I was supposed to hang out
with all the kf ppls after Christian, but for some reason that didnt take place
and I just stayed at Markypoohs...
tomorrow I work n all that good stuff.
I havnt been to work in so friggin long!!! its cool though.
15 days till Dave leaves for Air Force and
about 30 sumthing days until Christian leaves :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(
Its so not enough :( :( :( :( :(
I'm gonna miss him lol I don't know what i'll do.
But its more than good now so yeahhhhhh.
peace out.
be safe take care. g'night <3
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[11 Oct 2005|03:04pm]
So i called Ralph (my boss)
and everythings okay now.
I'll get week days instead of weekends.
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him vs. work [10 Oct 2005|08:17pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

Things are so f*#%ing good right now, but SO f*@$ing messed up.
I dont even think it has to be that hard...
My relationship with Christian has been f^&*ing AMAZING. i'm completley head over heals and he's the same f@#%ing way. I couldnt really ask for anything more from someone because when we're together its just the greatest feeling i've ever expecienced and i NEVER want to ba anywhere but there.
since school is back, i probably can only see him on weekends PLUS that,
he's going to the airforce next month (which kills me)
so, i'm going to see him as much as i possably can.
That sounds okay, right?
Well, theres a thing called my job, that keeps getting in the way.
For the past three f*$#ing weeks, i've dropped almost every shift i've had assigned to me
so I could be with Christian instead.
He's all that matters now. I like my job, but he's first to me.
Now my parents found out that i've been dropping shifts n being "irresponsible"
and they dont like it.
It is KILLING me because I've talked to Ralph to tell him why i'm doing this, PLUS
i've changed my prefered days and times to work which doesnt matter i guess...
This week, i'm scheduled to work Friday n Satuday night.
I just want to be with my boyfriend before he leaves. Why does that have to be so hard to do?
I'll work Monday, Tuedsay, Wednesday, Thursday, Saturday morning, and Sunday.
I'm gonna talk to Ralph again and see if he'll understand.
If not, i might quit.
I know its dumb to do this when Christian is leaving next month
BUT we just want to be together while we can.

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[01 Oct 2005|01:22am]

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[29 Sep 2005|01:12am]
Tonight christain Britt and Mario were supposed to come over
but sadly Christain didnt come
so instead, me, Mario, n Brittany saw
Charlie and he Chocolate Factory.
It was good, some parts were funny, but it wasnt anything outstanding.
We ate dinner with Mario's family after having a fun fun talk to Daygoro and Christain.
We rented SAW and watched it at Britts house
and i liked it very much
I thought the movie was a genious!!
i'd recommend it.
Tommorrow i work from 4-7 with my love FROn
thats the only upside lol
and hopefully Christain can come over until 12:30 or whatever.

Did anyone notice how very few days are left before summer ends?!
i'm not prepared at all.
I never did summer reading, oh well (cant say i care much)
and i dont have supplies or uniforms.
i've loved this summer and love the love its brought to me.
Its good, its good, its GOOD
please end s-l-o-w-l-y. take your time summer!!

night <3
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[27 Sep 2005|01:42am]
Dear Summer,

Please don't end! I've never asked you anything before. You're being wayyyy too good to me now, don't go away :( :( :( :( Stop just this once for me!!

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[23 Sep 2005|01:09am]
So right now idk i just have that tingly high on life SO happy can't stop smiling and blushing feeling in me!!!!! On the way home in the car, i was smiling so much my cheeks hurt SOO much and Brit made it 10 times worse by pointing it out to me n saying I was so cute n really happy. AHHHHH i just dont know, I had a real good night. I went with Brit and Mario to Christain's BBQ n when we got there, like it was over so they were leaving. But we went with them to The Hard Rock place with the shops n Casino. It was kinda weird at first like w/e just things running through my mind. But then like towards the end of the night he like told me he wanted to see me tomorrow n come over n watch a movie with me n like started payin alot of attention to me. shfkdhfjdhfjdfdfhjdhf1!!!!! the whole night i was like staring at him while he was talking because his eyes are so amazing like i seriously just couldnt help it. lol. hkfhdjfhdhfjdf i'm fallin kvjbkvjbkvjbkvjbkj.

PLUS i really need to say that Brit and Mario are just the best friends ever. I mean this like feeling is because of them. I know if i were them, i wouldn't of wanted to go hang out with people i didnt know too but i dk thankyou guys SOOOOOO much. lol the only word i can say to express how ecstatic i am now is AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH lol. I love you guys.

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